It’s my daughter’s birthday today. She woke up screaming with excitement because she knows that we are bringing in cupcakes this afternoon for her class. Natalie wanted to wear her prettiest dress (which is pretty much our Easter dress at this point) and made me paint her toenails 5 different colors last night.

I was supposed to take her to the salon, but this week has been ruining me and I just didn’t have time.

I was supposed to go out yesterday and buy her a new dress for today – but again – I just didn’t have time.

I was supposed to

I was supposed to

I was supposed to….

I wish I could split myself in half – because the thing that is most important seems to be getting the least amount of attention lately.

I mean – even this morning – I was hoping to sit down and have breakfast with my baby, but a developer completely messed up and I’ve been reading forums for the last 2 hours in an attempt to fix the error. I officially gave up 20 minutes ago and then had to go work on just to get that out of the way so I can run to Target and get Natalie birthday cups and plates for her celebration. There’s no way I’m messing that up too.

I’m breaking. Seriously. I’m almost to the point where I’m going to let everything go and live a normal life. I’m a hair away from it. I’m shaking because it’s true. Today is a beautiful day – but it’s not.

I need to get INO fixed and then I need to run the errands I need to run and then I need to just be there for Natalie. For the rest of the day . There are moments in our lives where we remember the TRUE priorities and I think I just hit that mark.

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